“Now all that’s left of me, is what I pretend to be. Sewn together but still so broken up inside.”
I’ve not been able to write anything for a while. I didn’t know how to put the feelings I’ve experienced in the last few days into words.A broken promise from my boyfriend led to an argument!! And now I’m so left-alone!

Well.. Loneliness is one of our greatest dreads. Most of us have felt it. Most of us have feared it.To feel lonely is to be overwhelmed by an unbearable feeling of separateness, at a very deep level. From time to time, we all experience the odd bout of loneliness. Sometimes it can creep up on us during periods of change (like a move or the end of a relationship, for example), and leave us feeling physically or emotionally distanced from other people. Loneliness doesn’t just strike when we’re by ourselves, either. It can be just as easy to feel lonely in a throng of people when you’re feeling disconnected.

Time heals all wounds. Poetry helps too.

I miss the times when you were here
telling me to have no fear
To hold my head up high and strong
add happy notes to my sad song

I miss the way you look at me
As if I were too blind to see
The path I’m on might hurt and scathe
But all goes well if you just have faith

I miss the sound of your sweet voice
Through bitter times a saving noise
That told me what was right and wrong
But rang in my ears for far too long

A caring person, you were such
That helped and hurt me, oh so much
You’d guide and mislead me through the day
You left me lonely when I’d rather you stay

Over things like that you had no control
A rock set in motion will continue to roll
No matter how hard you tug and heave
You were always pushed and forced to leave

Then one day you never returned
My tears so hot they almost burned
Aware now about what I lack
But crying and mourning wont bring you back

For me to let out what I need to say
I can’t do much more than pray
No longer am I weak, my hearts quite strong
From adding a happy chorus to a sad, sad song!!!

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